Ne… nee… Hello!!
I’m back…. yeah, I'm baaaaaacccccckkkkkkkk.
What the… what am I doing seriously. IDK.
Okay, I’ll try become more serious.
Uhm…
Okay, Everyone! Nice to meet you!!
It has been such a long time, I’m not writing here. And today, I don’t know why, I try to write some story again here.
Before that, I wanna tell you something. I wanna tell you the reason why I rarely writing here. Honestly, not only here, but I also don’t even remember when the last time I write something.
So, actually what prevent me from writing is my feeling. I feel scare that my writing is bad.. really bad.. that u or even I can’t understand about it.
I think, u can look it by yourself that my writing, especially in English isn't improve at all or even become more bad. But, I do nothing about it. Yeah, I think that I’m really a troublesome guy.
But then, I wanna skip the story. Someday, I felt like I wanna really write something without regard for others, just for myself. I didn’t want think about my word, my sentence, language, grammar, etc. I just wanna write something and share it.
And then again, after that I started thinking that why I didn’t make this one as a way for me to learn writing in English. Once time, I did the same thing, but it fail because I felt guilty to myself although I also enjoy it. And today, I wanna try it again. I hope that I can do better.
I don’t know if this is will work or not. But I hope this can help me to get rid of my guilt because I do nothing. And also, maybe this is will attract me to learn English more and writing more better. This is better than do nothing, Right?
The last thing that I don’t understand is why people around me look at me like they are overestimate me even though in reality I feel like I don’t know about anything, I can’t do every single thing, and I’m very lazy to become a human. I think, I saved a lot of good karma from past lives.
But yeah, I think that’s all for now. I still don’t know what will write. So, maybe it can something that really random or something that really short. But yeah, again I just wanna write some thing that maybe can attract me to learning English more. Ehe~
Okay, Thank you. I hope we can meet again after this.
